NOPE I STILL DIDNT GET MY NIPPLES PEIRCED.... i was feenin and then it passed and now its like i want them peirced but i'm not as hyped about it

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i spent two nights in a row with my sexy tiger and i'm mad happy... finally made time for me , lol.
i got my period though =[ and u know what that means...
(hes happy though... lol )
we were spending most of the day together too... mostly sleeping (literally)...
he went somewhere, once hes back ima go back to his place
i cant beleive we're spending so much time together... and i still cant get enough of him, i'm like seriously crazy about this kid.... i've never liked some1 this much... its kinda scaring me cause i feel vunerable, but at the same time, being next to him in his arms is such a great feeling... i just cant
the one thing that i'm mostly worried about is for him not to get tired of me... i always have that feeling that i'm like in his way or something, even though i know i'm not... idk, its like mad weird.

so i'm waiting for him to come home and we'll go out somewhere maybe... if we agree on a good place to go. i think ima go sleep again, cause i'm bored and i have nothing better to do... maybe i'll whatch t.v... problly fall asleep in front of it, lol

aight peace pplz

ppl i want time to stop... just fucken freeze for like just a little at least.... just like for 30 dayz and i'll b good to go. i wanna just lay in bed with my sexy tiger and just stay there far a little. just to b with him. its crazy that i miss him so much, all the time, too much way too much.... i gotta relax myself. and i'm like trying my fucken best not to like get on his nerves or whateverand i'm like not askin for nothin from him.... i need to just relax. i got so much fucken shit going on right now.

fucken finals... this coming up week ... finals every fucken day. thats freaken insane. i cant do all this shit. i got the fucken satz on saturday.... and i donno shit. like i'm dead ass serious, NADA. ima feel so fucken stupid when i get the fucken score back. i dont even wanna study, at this point its really pointless... ima just waste my time. GGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDD

i don like this bullshit.

two things exciting in my life going on right now:

1--i'm gettin my nipples peirced right after the satz

2--i might b able to sleep over again

i think that the best thing for me to do is just go to sleep....

just fucken sleep it all off, i don care what anyone says but sleep DOES make all my problems go away. HONESTLY

i hate ppl that bring drama to my life.... anyone that brings drama to my life from now on is just gonna b ignored... and thats just the way its gonna go now.

i want to alraedy just get all these exams out of my way, start the summer and just bum out....

any advice ppl? i need some serious help.

i want my sexy tiger with me in bed      

i got the fucken satz comin up on fucken saturday... and i'm really pissed and i'm really stressed out right now. i get no sleep i hardly eat and when i do eat i fucken pig out---> does that even make any sense..... wtf?!
theres only 11 more dayz of school left.... that is fucken awsome, i cant believe i actually got through this year... ima b a senior i kinda feel like mad big but kinda not.... at least not compared to all my friends that r gonna b goin to there senior year in college... the basterds r goin to vegas this summer... yea i'm a but jealous... but what can i do
i had so much fun this weekend. i went clubbin to the city on friday and i went to a house party on saturday... ppl were whilin out there, like crazy. and i was dancin non stop for mad long. on sunday i was with my sexy tiger at anthonys house... we made a freaken hilarious movie... i was crackin up non stop--- i was pretty wasted, even though i didnt admitt it then, but in the mornin once i woke up with the sickest hang over... i conccurred that i was deff. drunk. and the funniest thing, i can swear to god that jd was grillin jason all night long. lmao... damn he b hatin like crazy, all of a sudden he tells me that he wants to chill with me.. wtf? this kid gets drunk and hes like all up on me... god its pretty pathetic, and i feel bad 4 his gf... like shit, hes prolly playin her like no tom. (she goes to midwood ... i saw her today... i didnt say hi cause by the time i realized it was her i was distracted... w.e, tell her hi tom.) and on mon... since i was sleepin all day long i couldnt sleep at night... i was chillin with my baby till like 4, and he was tired and went home, but then all of asudden he wasnt tired (couldnt stop thinkin of my sexy ass  lolz) and he came over... and left at like 6:30, and my mom wakes up like 2 mins. after... thats funny. i gotta ask her how she would react if she woke up and saw me with a dude in my bed... what could she possibly do to me? lol
i feel like hes gonna get tired of me. cause we talk all the time and i see him like almost everyday. and even though he says hes not, he might start gettin tired of me.... come on now, how long could he handdle lookin at my pretty face... lol, jk... i'm not concieted at all. mwa ppl, ur all beautiful, don b hatin. lol. jk. kinda. lol. i'll shutup now.
yea... i'm actually surprised that i'm not tired of him... cause knowin myself i cant handle a person for so long. but hes so addorable, its like i don wanna leave him... and unlike other guys he doesnt bother me... he doesnt talk too much and at the same time hes not mute... and he doesnt start tellin me some bullshit stories about his life and shit... keep it nice and simple. its like i guess that even though i'm with him i dont feel choked up and hes not all up in my business all the time questionin me and shit... and i guess thats what makes me feel so comfortable around him. i try my best not to b in his business as well. i let him do his thing,... he has time for me at the end of the day then thats also cool... cant expect him to b with me 24/7. him textin me tellin me he misses and wants me and stuff like that is nice... i dont feel forgotten lol.
i cant wait till the summer.. i wanna go to the beach already and tan and shit... i wanna b able not to worry when i gotta b up and stuff... god ima become such a bum its not even funny.
i'm so tired but i cant go to sleep right now cause i gotta sleep tonight and i got school tom....
god the fun i'd be havin right now if only he was by my side....... mmmmmmm. my sexy ass tiger.... i wanna go and get my piercin done already.. i'm goin through a dilema, should i go vinnies and get them bith for $50 or should i go to a safer place and get one done for $40... idk. i don even know if id b able to handle the pain of both of them in one day... he said he might pierce his nipple too... but i don think so cause he doesnt wanna go through the pain... ei don get it though... he pierced his own tounge, that sounds so much scarier to me... but w.e we'll c. i'm dyin to do it already got, i cant wait till saturday,,, ima be dyin to get out of southshore.... should i maybe try gettin high before i go take them? i heard mad ppl did that and they did pretty well... then on the other hand, no... ima fall asleep.. lol, seriously... how do i get smart in 3 dayz? i don think thats possible... i need that thing they have in the matrix when they just stick somethin in the back of ur head and then they can program pretty much anything into ur brain... i wish i could do that right now. i should really go study, but i cant... a least the math. god i need a fucken miracle. 
w.e peeps ima go do somethin useful with my life.
leave some fucken comments... damn

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